Step 4: Revolution

我很喜欢猜疑 猜疑着隔一个位子的女孩是否是你

黑色背心 白色迷你短裤 米色/白色的手提袋 起起的刘海 黑色的长发 细长的腿

经过停车场 看到1辆白色toyota向过来 看见车里司机旁边 像你 Johor的车牌71号

Wish you here

I hope that fortune may smile upon you, success on ur SPM. You must be absolutely lived happily.

U’re 18, you should knw how to dress up urself, knw how to make up urself, how to maintain ur body weight. U wanna b a belle, aren’t u? ;)

The last word, happy birthday.

有缘无份

我没说谎 我没给自己借口 我跟你真的2有缘无份

我在G106那么久，就那几分钟在store room，你就那么巧经过这儿，如果不是Pah说，我真的不知道你路过。

我等你，等待着你再次路过，等了好久你都没出现，我已心灰意冷。

我真的要去Uniqlo找wind runner jacket，我看见你在店前面坐在桌子前等待顾客光临/望风景，我跟Seedah去nyonya color买糕点。当我再次回到Uniqlo，你已不知道藏在那里，看也看不到 ==”

算吧 跟自己说 我已经没机会再遇见你了

我对你的爱 只能埋在心中

有天我回来这里的时候 你已经有伴呢 祝你幸福

My life still continue

新店的状况

隔壁真的是眼镜店，可惜不是MOG而是Focus Point;

隔壁就是间手表店 真兴奋 下次买表不用跑到远远了

The last day I at 1U

Today is my last day at here. I didn’t lie. I really want to leave here. I have been transferred to Paradigm.

Fancy meeting her, looked at her smile, I’m not entrust but satisfied. Promise me, you must be happy. Thx 丘皮特.

Tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry. The last 3yrs & 10month were just pretend & I said.

Goodbye my lover. Take care of urself. I hv to go & leave u alone, but always knw tht I love u so. I can’t hide what has come.

Tinnie birthday

在远处已经望见她一步步走过来，

一直压抑兴奋的情绪，

她应该遗留东西在店，

只见她慌慌张张一不留神转身离开。

那个高男同事一直尾随着她，就如护花使者(吃白醋中)

Damn, damn, damn, lost a great chance L

Countdown to the end

She’s not off today? I asked myself. I can’t saw her body guard, I just saw she lonely walk d street.

她没有要逃避眼神，路线。这1次，我真的2跟她擦肩而过，我感觉得到她在0角度望了过来，注意我的钢盔。一切来得太快，我凭印象她好像用新买的hand bag.

This is good chance to flirt her, ask her number but I let it go.

Labor Day

Finally I meet her but she still wanna put her arrogant attitude. 把头抬高，不看我 ==”

00.08 am, 爱呗儿text me wish her mom happy birthday. I din do it.

Today I just saw her 2 colleague, d she off?

Eyma birthday

跟zah在1st floor玩斗牛碰撞

孩子气的性格被她发现了，不知道在她眼里是幼稚还是好笑。羞4了 ><

She’s off

Zah was shock encounter her at washroom b-side Shougan. She’s wearing a blue singlet with short pants. Of course she like to dress up like tht, Zah never saw she carry a guitar yet.

I just shock her still wanna come here although she does off ==”

她没注意到我的存在

背后的她是如此的诱惑，我正想从背后拥抱她(又发花痴 ==”)

From she pay parking fee til open the door, she din discover I’m behind her. I feel hurt, u knw?

Today u’re wearing a new hand bag in soft color, feel like non brand.

捉摸不定

I saw her car parking at old wing. I curious y she park here, normally she park at new wing, isn’t she?

坐在长椅的女生

今天放工坐在店面前的女生好像她,戴着一副眼镜,望著我. 她望我好久2，她不知道我2/4已经换了新发型和颜色，没办法，那段时期一直无法不期邂逅

糟糕~我竟然没注意她的头发和腿部 (我最认得就是她又细又长的腿部) ><

剪齐刘海再配上一副眼镜,说实话,跟其他女生大同小异,难以辨认 ==”

祈祷，成全

最近你在忙什么？我想你 我想见到你

我祈祷 我要遇见你 结果我在停车场遇见你

这或许叫心有灵犀一点通？

还是丘比特开恩让我见到你？

你的车不像其他女生的车,没有五颜六色的摆设,没有枕头，空洞洞的

我见到你的车镜吊着红红的angry bird.

呵呵~你最近应该迷上angry bird game吧

熟悉的地方
陌生的我们
She looks scare of me
低着头直到擦肩而过
不对望的眼神
背后的感觉
我真的心疼了
我们这样的关系该结束了…?
[放弃1个爱你的人并不痛苦，放弃1个你爱的人那才痛苦]

Tell me d truth. D she stay at KD too?

天啊!!!我竟然跟她住那么的近,我怕怕!!!

The ways go KD…

She slows down her speed, I thought she forget to bring thing, back to 1U, of course she’s not! She drive like a tortoise, I had to cut her, increase my speed, ran as fast as I could.

Where d she live? Mutiara Damansara? Palm Spring? Area Seksyen? My area? Or she just pass by?

9. 45 Am. I saw her & the tall colleague walk through opposite mine. What can I do? Listen music; walk as fast as I could. Again!

I saw her in front her shop, waiting all guys comes out, close the gate.

My primary school best fz who called丽明 birth. It not anymore after she meet me back just wanna %

Mike walk behind me, I had a strange foreboding tht I’ll meet her.

Mike注意到了我的一举一动, 大声叫我名字‘LOK!!!’, 害当场脸红去 :s

他一直跟Zah取笑我,他说尤物跟他88,我害羞直奔到月球去.我根本没见到尤物跟他88, 又一次那么多巧合, 明儿全部员工都知道我的丑事 ==”

我真的没那个勇气,你为什么让我那么着迷,我只会发花痴呀 ><

I dream about u in the morning, that’s means U Miss Me? 我的梦境和现实都是一样,跟你无法超出这关系 :s

Both motor gang back 10pm, listen music, alone walk to car park. 4 person walk in front of me, 2 front, 2 back, 我将头压得低低去.我发觉她这家伙在注视着我 ==”

Why I feel sorry about her? 忘了是怎么开始暗恋你,也许就是对你有一种感觉

It was Wil. Not May anymore.

她一直跟那个高男同事有说有笑,我低着头转移视线跟Zah说话.那个像小朋友的男同事却一直看着我, 感觉像一场拉锯战 ==”

难道我在吃醋吗？我又不是你的谁.

就像爱呗儿说的”你以为最酸的感觉是吃醋吗？错, 是无权吃醋.”

7th club I go - Mist Club

I’m embarrassed he tips me RM10 again.

I thought they’re same like us, either 1day back 1030. She had back twice 1030 this week. 看见她跟男同事有说有笑,不懂为什么,看了“吃不到葡萄就说葡萄酸”

I loved yesterday so much. It was a wonderful day to me. I’m damn fucking happy, excited, damn shocked!!! I had lots fun wit ur guys, thx to my fz bring me go to Mist Club.

 

My 1st tip in my life

I’m shocked he’ll tips me RM10. I can’t believe he’s satisfy wit my service & attitude. I told I’m dreams: o

D distance between escalator & store front, 她目不转睛地注视着我.

Haiz~ I really want to talk to u, but I feel like I’m annoying u.

Bad impress

We’re short RM50. Mike pay for it. I feel sorry to him. Filled wit remorse, I cannot make same mistake again.

1年又1年…我终于等到3年

等待这机会等了3年,终于可以对天怒吼,发泄我心里的忧愁.

别再用我的过去来评价我了,我早不就是以前初出茅庐的我了.

我没有说谎 我的野心还是那么的强烈 从没改变

Start from 1^st march 2012, 我不再是一个默默无闻的自己

Samsung OR iPhone?

24/2/12

She using smartphone! I’m sure :D Neither Samsung or iphone wit red case.

她居然学我一边走路一边按电话 ==”

Finally step on her shop

I can’t believe I & Viness in cold war ==” Bless me. Finally we had started talking & go to her workplace”MOG”. Her wavy hair colleague seated us while she just wanna move around at counter. Does she a cashier or a promoter? I confuse. Seriously.

Parking at old wing if heavy rain during the morning

20/2/12

She’ll parking at old wing if heavy rain during the morning. Now I knw =]

Will u b my valentine?

14/2/12

想见她,不知她是否做工.

一直告诉自己,今天是情人节,人家都跑去拍拖了 :/

我多希望能与你度过,不过好像不可能 =”]

放工的时候只见到她的同事,心里真的失望不已

命中注定,我见到她的车牌 WRU 4682

Manutd beat Liverpool 2-1

11/2/12

It was a Hot n Cold night. A night when Manutd beat Liverpool 2-1. A night when my hard disk showed its best performance.

I can’t believe I encounter her today. Normally she’s back 1030 on Friday.

Walk wit all gang, feel shy on her.

咱们又玩猫捉老鼠游戏

远方的她把头压低低的,我装看不见她,她居然注意着我 ==”

[有没有发觉,当2人眼神交接时,就有触电的感觉,因为此刻你就是这样的喜欢上对方]

Jennifer birth

2/2/12

I encounter  her at night. Yeah! She had color her hair, similar like mine? It is too hard to see clearly. She walk very fast. Don b so cute, my gal.

30/1/12

她真的喜欢低着头走路 ==”

今天的她有点不同,左手多了1个recycle bag; 以前的她喜欢穿high-heeled shoes回家.现在的她聪明许多,穿着Cross平底鞋回家

1st t saw her alone walk d street

18/1/12

没有同事的陪伴,她1个人孤零零的关门,原来她是拿key的.在我们的那儿,谁拿店的key means she/he is a high position. Is she r?

原来一段距离望着对方才是最自然

CT birth

15/1/12

She wears singlet & short pants in black color. Repeat d movement, I focus on my bb, pass through her.

原来她会注意我们的嬉笑声,转过来望我们. She thought my 2 colleague talking about her…dress up ==”

The 1st days of d New Year

01/01/12，12pm

I was shocked to encounter her at 1^st floor. 彼此对望了几秒, she looked left & walk to my right side.

悄悄话…

“妈的,这样也被我看见你”

不知是否她听见,她既然转过来

就那么巧我望着手表,眼见时间不早了,一直箭跑去送货

就那么巧合 ==”